i miss the days when i didn't care to run through the rain and splash in puddles--all in my school uniform, even. luckily, i didn't even catch a cold back then.
fleeting moments do put a smile on my face. this morning, i took my Math 220 exam. multivariable Calculus, you can be quite a challenge. before the test began, Yuki and i conversed about how we "studied" and just laughed it off. i did study, in a sense. he didn't. not that he needed it because he was downright Asian. halfway through the test, the drizzle outside roared into thick drops of rain. i looked back and it calmed me down during the rest of the exam.
after Calculus, i made my way tot he second floor of the library. couldn't have missed the guys since i spotted Leroy's hair more than twenty feet away. Bryan was on his laptop, Leroy was doing his homework, Shia was on his iPod and Kyle came in later on. we shared songs, indoor laughter(?) and roflcopters. and then, it happened. the ceiling was thundering in a rhythm of raindrops. looking at the window that was on the far end of the room, i clearly saw them pouring from the sky. it would've been wonderful to dance in its delight, but i had my books to worry about. this weather is definitely nostalgic.
maybe it has to do with the Dr. Pepper i've been drinking before i nap? i've been getting these strange dreams lately. it almost feels like i've been set in my own version of Kingdom Hearts. does Roxas ring a bell? seriously, i haven't had much dreams that i could remember in a really long while. maybe the mixture of Dr. Pepper, the sniffles and autumn do make a delightful concoction. with all these things, i do wonder what my dreams could be interpreted as.
not that i'd want to bother sharing my thoughts on them, since i want to do my best to ignore them, but what could i be subconsciously speaking? i'd rather not go in detail. my memory's quite fuzzy altogether anyway. however, the last dream i had hours ago made me realize how much i still miss him. i know he's out of my league now since he's taken. i know our friendship is definitely in tact. seriously, i bet he had no clue i got crushed, but it was my choice to keep it that way. my point is that the feeling still lingers. since the cold had just recently ushered it, so did the memories of that sweet November night. i'm definitely still in love.